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I received quite a bible-thumping, point-to-the-bible-verse-about-homosexuality email from someone and asked me to stop this blog. He says that I am being deceived by the devil and that no one should live this lifestyle. He also tells me that God loves me but if I continue with this lifestyle, I will be forever condemned to hell.

If he met me a few years ago, before I realize how God’s love knows no bounds - I would have believed him. I would have deleted this blog and lived in guilt and shame. I probably would have gone to confession multiple times and washed myself with holy water.

But that is not me today. Today, I am a grown man with the knowledge of what God’s love is. I am a grown man, who knows that God will not open the gates of heaven for me for anything else but one reason - how I loved my brothers. That is the only thing that I believe in and no matter what happens, I will cling to that. I could memorize all the verses of the bible, I could sing wondrous praises and even preach with my own tongue - - but without the LOVE God has intended for me to share with others - - all of those mean nothing.

So, I therefore pray that you will realize why this blog exists and why I intend to share what I know about God. There is only one God I know and the God I know has made a way for me to realize that he will only measure one thing about me, and one thing only. “How much did I love my fellowmen?”

God bless.

My nephew has a dream. He would like someday to become a Police Officer. I told him, with the right attitude and conduct - it shouldn’t be impossible for him. He already knows how to handle guns from his dad. They both have licensed guns that they use for target shooting. They usually go target shooting at least once a month. It’s a good bonding thing I suppose. I wished I had that kind of time with my dad.

So, on his upcoming birthday, I was thinking of getting him a Blackhawk Holster. It’s probably going to look cool on him and he will probably brag about it too. The price is reasonable as well so maybe he’ll find a pleasure on a good deal that I’m getting. We’ll see.

You know what? In our lifestyle, there are many things that we go through before we reach the calmness and acceptance that most of us find, if not all - sometimes earlier than usual for a few of us and sometimes a little later. But there are a few folks that couldn’t easily deal with accepting the beauty in who they are. Or maybe, it is the outside force - like their parents or fear of losing their status within the community - that they continue to hide from the truth. Some of them even rely on drugs to keep them from facing reality. And that hurts most of us deeply.

I saw a lot of them at the clubs in New York. It may have been the things that was said to them while growing up, or the negative tones about homosexuality that they hear from almost everyone. It isn’t too late. You can still get back on track. Life has full of wonderful things to offer and there are many folks out there now that accept us for who we are. There is a Drug Treatment Center in almost every town, every state. You can always get help and we encourage you to do so. Do not be discouraged. You are loved for who you are.

Peace.

You know what I always find hot? Military guys wearing BDUs. Yes - it’s similar to the military uniform that we see them wearing on TV these days. It’s just very manly and kind of tough looking. Being who I am, I pretty much learned the skill of not being flamboyant. And I’m attracted to men that are men as well.

My neighbor was in the military but he works for CSI now. He’s quite a hot dude and he used to show me all his military pictures when he was younger. I have always complimented him on that. If you’re seeking to look hot , try BDUs. They’re awesome!

Is anyone still reading my posts?  I just want to put out a survey out there so I know if I should keep up with this blog yet or not.  I do want to keep it but I’ve been busy lately.  So I do hope I have readers who are loyal and looking to share this journey with me.

Cheers!

I have always loved target shooting with my brother and my nephew. No, I don’t own a firearm or anything. But my brother and my nephew does. It takes guts I think, at least for me. We were looking at guns the last time we went target shooting and they were recommending a few types for me including a safariland holster to go with it. I would probably by it when I’m ready. Right now, I can’t imagine myself owning a firearm even simply for fun. Maybe someday.