May 10 2008
P.S. I love you…
I waited for this movie to come out… I had it on my queue for the last three months so that I could watch it and feel sappy again..
I’ll give the movie three stars.. not all that great but it did what I wanted it to do.
My ex-boyfriend and I were together for four years. We had lots of laughs, madness, craziness and the like. We loved each other. But sometimes, things happen. It wasn’t his fault. It wasn’t mine. It just wasn’t meant to be.
Somehow, after watching this movie – I felt as if he was the ONE. The ONE who got away. My pooh loved me more than he loved himself. Maybe that was my issue. He cared for me and took care of me. So, what’s the problem?
I have always thought that I am incapable of falling in love with the right person. I fall in love with the heart-breakers, the cheaters, the jerks. Why do we want people who treat us unfairly? Why is it that when you have someone who really cares for you – you let go?
Pooh – I know you’re probably not reading this but in case you are, please know that it wasn’t you. It was me. I still love you very very much but I don’t think it’s going to be fair for you to hang on to me because I won’t be able to give you what you want.
I cried tonight while realizing that I let go of someone who really loves me. My birthday is coming up – I don’t expect you to do anything for me. I just want to thank you for what you did for me last year when I came back from my trip to Asia. The surprise was indeed just that. A surprise. I still love you with all my heart and I wish you all the best.
P.S. – I love you.
